閑來無事的杰作,覺得還好而已。祝大家圣誕節快樂!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
謊言
電腦繪圖軟件課程在星期五當天晚上9時15分正式結業。
當天,小池老師又匆匆趕來,不用説他又遲到了。
當天,只剩3個“小”學生出席。
當天,老師興起,把我爲了交功課而架構的網站和其他兩位學生“分享“了,有點不好意思。
當天,我沒什麽心思在練習畫畫上,反而是老師一直叫我畫,看我懶懶散散的樣子,以爲我不會畫,就一直示範給我看。
當天,我和老師是有史以來談得最多的一天,而我們交談的話題,和課程完全無關。他讓我知道很多關於股票、市場等與經濟有關的事務。
當天,我發現原來我的老師年紀輕輕,是個賺錢高手,更讓我發現他有女朋友了,竟然神神秘祕地,害我還一直想幫他牽紅線。
當天,我們“循例”地要拍結業照,循例地,老師要我做“榜樣”,Be the first to take the photo,因爲我們三個傢伙,沒人願意拍照。
當天,我發現,我的笑容很僵硬·我的思緒往外漂泊。
當天,在取車的路上,不經意地擡頭一望,哦,圓月,對,今天是十五。已經忘了什麽時候是什麽日子,日期對我,只是一堆數字。
當天,一路回家的路上,幾次不經意地晃神,差點就釀成車禍。更甚的是,我差一點就因爲心中的一股衝動,直接下馬六甲——>新山去。
當天,我深刻地感受到自己感到失落。延續性地失落……
忽然,生活中減少了一種寄托、一股推動力。
我失去了一個“強迫”自己去做某樣“正經事情“的理由。
不用再爲了“功課”爾乖乖把電腦打開畫畫。
不用再爲了如何拿老師那200分的滿分爾抓破頭皮,但還是堅持畫下去。
不用再爲了不要老師等我而提早去新紀元等老師。
不用再爲了這堂課爾為自己的“宅”編出任何“堂皇”的理由,安慰自己。
不用再爲了任何理由、形式毫無預料地慢慢延續下去。
謊言,這一切都是謊言。
結束是否也意味謊言隨之而去?還是其實那是謊言的開始?
我們都活在謊言中,只是我們不知道。
草于2008年12月14日
晚上7時58分
課程的結束,是否意味著我也要開始思索這個部落接下來的形式?
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Christmas Card.2
You'd better watch out,
You'd better not cry;
You'd better keep cash,
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.
It's hitting you once,
It's hitting you twice
It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town
It's worthless if you've got shares
It's worthless if you've got bonds
It's safe when you've got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY
You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town!
Finance products are confusing
Finance products are so vague
The banks make you bear the cost of risk
So keep out for goodness sake, OH
You'd better not cry;
You'd better keep cash,
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.
It's hitting you once,
It's hitting you twice
It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town
It's worthless if you've got shares
It's worthless if you've got bonds
It's safe when you've got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY
You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town!
Finance products are confusing
Finance products are so vague
The banks make you bear the cost of risk
So keep out for goodness sake, OH
You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
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